Maglaro tayo! Reminiscing the past…

Maglaro tayo! Reminiscing the past…

The other day, I dreamt. Ex ko daw nagtxt asking for apology. Then I tried to wake my self up to know if it was really true. Naku! It’s true! (panaginip lang lang pala). I was supposed to tell a friend of mine about that dream but I wasn’t able to do so.

Later that night, when I had my dinner with a classmate, I asked her if anong araw nun. And then I answered my own question spanking my forehead “Shit! It’s the 5^th day of the month.” It was our monthsary (monthsary ng break-up).

“Sayang” I told my self. But sumagot isip ko. “How could you say na sayang na siya ang nang-iwan sayo. Stop hoping that he will comeback for you,” sabi niya. I’m not lonely not having him now but I admit, I’m still missing him.

I already accepted the fact that he’s with somebody else now. But the hardest thing is reminiscing the past, the moments that we had, and the love that he showed. Hay naku! Ang drama ng buhay pag palagi nalang iniiwan…

Ang marka ng kahapon ay palagi nalang bumabalik sa marupok kung isipan. Palagi nalang nagdurugo ang bato kong puso. Ang telepono ko ay wala ng buhay. Ang gasolina ay lalong tumataas ang presyo, si obama ang bagong hirang na presidente ng America, si jokjok bolante bumalik na ng pilipinas. Ang gulo ng mundo. Magulo rin ang utak, puso, kauluwa, konsensiya, at bulsa ko dahil wala akong pera.

Maybe they just don’t know kung ano talaga ang value ko. Di nila alam na kasing sweet ako ng kasoy, kasing ganda ng bougainvillea, mala eba ang pagka matuksuhin… ay ano bah… KAYA SIGURO PARANG GUSTO KO NA TALAGANG MAGING LALAKE…